Wasafiri Short Story on Caine prize 2009 Shortlist

July 3, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

I received a mail from Jodie Keyse today telling me that Mukoma wa Ngugi’s short story “How Kamau wa Mwangi Escaped into Exile” has been shortlisted in the 2009 Caine Prize!

How Kamau wa Mwangi Escaped into Exile” was first published in issue 54 of Wasafiri in the summer of 2008. 

I have just finished reading this powerful and evocative short story. Do stop by and read it here:

http://www.caineprize.com/pdf/2009_Ngugi.pdf

Even though this story is set in Africa, as an Indian, I was able to relate to it completely, because apart from the universal issues of  war, displacement, human rights violation and the abject pain and agony connected with these things, I found a similarity, a sort of parallel between Kamau’s situation and what is occurring in certain, small pockets of my own country. 

The Caine Prize is awarded to a short story published in English by an African writer whose work has reflected African sensibilities. Widely known as the ‘African Booker’, it is regarded as Africa’s leading literary award and is currently celebrating its tenth anniversary. This year there were over 120 entries coming in from 12 African countries.
 
The nomination continues Wasafiri’s past success with the prize. S.A. Afolabi’s article ‘Monday Morning’, published in issue 41 of Wasafiri, won the Caine Prize in 2006, and Uzor Maxim Uzoatu’s short story ‘Cemetery of Life’ was shortlisted in 2008. 
 
The judging panel this year is chaired by New Statesman Chief Sub-Editor Nana Yaa Mensah, Professor Jon Cook of the University of East Anglia, novelist and Professor Jennifer Natalya Fink, Guardian journalist and author Hannah Pool, and novelist, journalist and bookseller Mohammed Ugar.  The £10,000 prizewinner will be announced at a celebratory dinner at the Bodleian Library, Oxford, on Monday 6 July.
 
For further information on Wasafiri, visit
www.tandf.co.uk/journals/wasafiri or contact jodie.keyse@tandf.co.uk

Read! Read! Read!

July 2, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Another desultory day in Madras. Temperature soars , both weather and temperament wise. And then there’s a cable fault and everything comes to a standstill. The oven, the AC, the fans, the TV, and …and… and… how will you ever get through the day? For the computer won’t work either when there’s no power! So what is a jobless writer to do?

First things first, thaw all the chicken breasts in the freezer, quickly cook on the gas stove and cool and shred and stuff between bread slices with mustard and mayonnaise. Pour out tall glasses of orange juice that is beginning to get nicely down to a balmy room temperature since the fridge is obviously not working. Now the children and you are all set for lunch. The husband having long escaped to office where they are not experiencing power cuts and cable faults!

Maternal duties done, it’s time to indulge in some old fashioned reading by which you mean not on the computer screen but on good old fashioned paper. So the cupboards are rummaged. Most books there have been devoured, some many more times, others quickly and not very attentively, some read and then savoured for seconds. Knee deep and then elbow deep and then heart deep into the depths of book memorabilia.

Book memorabilia? Well actually you are not sure such a thing really exists. But nothing else comes up in your mind that could better describe the chunks and slices of images, words, phrases, sentences jogging your memory when you leaf through a book you had read before. Not all parts of the book are still familiar, but some sentences or phrases glitter like long lost souvenirs in the sand. You pick them up and turn them about in your mind.

They bring back more and more parts of the book you’d read long ago. So you sit on the floor, now on your haunches, now with your legs flat out, fingers greasy and gray with old dust. Stories hop about all around you like friendly birds.

Some books have made you cry in their time, some have made you laugh, one or two have made you angry, others outraged, thoughtful… You relive those experiences, those page worn experiences, those thumbed and brittle with age page worn journeys you once took with the authors…

…You have not realized when tea time came and the children made their own peanut butter sandwiches to be eaten with swigs of milk that has begun to sour; the sun has left behind his sullen rays to pick out the gold on furniture edges; dusk quietly sets about crimping  the purple contours of sky. The books are alive. The worlds they encase within their covers –  some hard, some leather bound, some inexpensively pliable paperback – pour all around you. The sudden warmth of candlelight distracts you for a minute maybe. Your daughter has lit a few, so you don’t hurt your eyes. You remember vaguely that she is still not allowed to strike matches. But the child loves books too. And you are glad. Sometimes the worlds from her books tumble into yours and the sweetness of that experience hurts in your heart.

Today however is not such a day. Today you have entered that maze world all by yourself with no one to call after you. It has been a one of a kind journey. It has been good. So you shake your head slowly and rise on creaking knees. Dinner is not on your mind. The pizza man is always faithful!

It has been a strange and magical day. The silence of the machines having been drowned out in the riotous colours and imagined sounds of a hundred lives, myths and  histories, you thought you had buried somewhere and forgotten. You have lately not believed that it was ever possible to be free…This expansively free…

Then, like two well worn coins, soft with age, two slim books, almost like pamphlets nudge your hands. You lift them up to see better and the memory of them wafts up like the smell of warm damp earth after the rain. One is a book by Gabriel Garcia Marquez, not one of his famous ones, but a quiet one, the one he slipped in,  onto the unsuspecting reader – “The Story of  a Shipwrecked Sailor.”  The other is the one you’ve hugged to your bosom many times, many years ago and before - ”The Old Man and The Sea” by Earnest Hemingway.  The two books in your two hands, and in between the freshly read story from Sybil”s Garage  swims up “An Old Man Went Fishing on the Sea of Red.”  And suddenly it is there lapping at air and space all around you: The Sea! The Sea! The Sea!

Two Reviews of Sybil’s Garage, and One Even Mentions Me!

July 2, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Cat Rambo of Fantasy Magazine  and Charles Tan from Bibliophile Stalker posted two reviews almost simultaneously in the respective magazines. Both are very positive reviews. What’s more one of them even mentioned my story!

Cat Rambo had good things to say right from the start – ” Ever since first discovering the magazine Sybil’s Garage in 2005 after being shown it by Kris Dikeman, I’ve loved the small press magazine produced by Matt Kressel of Senses Five Press. The magazine’s steady climb in quality moves to upward from an already pretty high starting point, and this issue shows the trend continuing…”

Later on in her review she mentions my story “Mother’s Garden” as well  – “Jason Heller’s “The Raincaller” is, like several other pieces in the magazine, a love story. Sybil’s is fond of having stories that set off strange resonances with each other, and “The Raincaller” benefits from its juxtaposition with the Jessup story as well as the transformations occurring on other pages. Similalry, Sean Markey’s “Waiting for the Green Woman” echoes against Canter’s piece, “Mother’s Garden” by Rumjhum Biswas, and Liz Bourke’s poem, “The Girl” almost eerily.”

Charles Tan’s review contained slightly mixed reactions. But overall pretty good.

He writes at the beginning – ” One of writer Damien G. Walter’s challenges is that  “We need more beautiful magazines” and Sybil’s Garage No. 6 easily fits that bill. While not as experimental as McSweeney’s, editor Matthew Kressel does a lot of outstanding things with this issue. Aside from the well-designed layout, each story/poem is preceded by a recommended song and this presentation is consistent. There’s also what seems like random scribblings by an enigmatic writer at the end of various texts but it all culminates into one meta-narrative that this reviewer found tear-jerking, even if it’s just a simple plot and conceit.” Further down he says – ” When it comes to the fiction and the poetry, Sybil’s Garage No. 6 is actually quite meaty in the sense that it manages to include a total of 29 stories and poems. I wouldn’t identify most of them as particularly memorable, but even in their mediocrity they provide something different from the norm, and there’s a distinct flavor and character to the selections.”

Well, I have pretty much finished reading my contributor’s copy of “Sybil’s Garage.” My opinion has nothing to do with being a contributor. I thoroughly enjoyed reading most of the stories and poems. Some didn’t touch me as much as some others did, but that is a normal reader reaction, isn’t it?

Some of my favourite stories in this issue are “The Drink of Fine Gentlemen Everywhere” by Genevieve Valentine, “Waiting for the Green Woman” by Sean Markey, An Old Man who went Fishing on the Sea of Red by Don Norum and  Day of the Mayfly by Autumn Canter.  I liked almost all the poems, really. But the little beauty “Backsight” by Daniel A Rabuzzi deserves special mention from me. I read a lot of poetry and I know it is pretty hard to write good, really good, speculative/sci-fi/fantasy poems. The poems in Sybil’s Garage No. 6 are  the kind that linger long after they are read.

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Read Mathew’s Kressel’s post in live journal : http://mattkressel.livejournal.com/127945.html

Ecape Pod Praises Sybil’s Garage

June 22, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Two days ago Mathew Kressel, editor of Sybil’s Garage shared the following with me and other contributors: -

 In the introduction to Mercurio D. Rivera’s “The Fifth Zhi” on Escape Pod, editor Stephen Eley says, “Sybil’s Garage [is] one of the best run and downright prettiest of the small press magazines…”

In Mathew’s own words “That’s high praise coming from the editor of one of the most popular podcast magazine.”

Matthew Kressel – http://www.matthewkressel.net/
Sybil’s Garage – http://www.sensesfive.com/

Well, that’s great news! Glad to share! :D

 

THE TRAJECTORY OF CHIAROSCURO

June 16, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

  [This review of Indrajit's Hazra's book 'The Bioscope Man' was published in Volume XXXIII Number 6  June 2009 issue of The Book Review* - www.thebookreviewindia.org.]  

A Review of Indrajit Hazra’s book – The Bioscope Man

The movie begins with a regurgitation of not just a half digested Bengali breakfast but also a foreboding of tragedy. Did I just say movie? Indrajit Hazra’s“The Bioscope Man” may well be a movie, which has been cinematographed in words, for such is the dexterity with which he casts his characters and rolls out his scenes.

 In The Bioscope Man, Hazra’s third novel, a tragedy of divinely imposed comedic errors, traces the life of an actor in what was a precursor to the movie industry – the bioscope. And in it, he displays the shadow play of reality versus dream world (in this case reel world) with even greater lucidity and finesse than in his first two novels.

 The Bioscope Man is the longest and most ambitious of his three books, but Hazra does not disappoint. Far from it. In fact he proves without a doubt that this country can produce English writers in whose hands the language is a hundred-eyed beast, shimmering with myriad coloured scales, tamed and trained to turn reading into a fast moving motion of coherently flowing images. 

 The novel opens with Tarini Chatterjee, senior employee of the East Indian Railway, who while waiting with his colleagues consumes many morsels of singaras and jilipis at the railway station. The occasion is the inaugural of the spanking new Haora Station. The year is 1906, and Tarini is part of the celebratory entourage that will board the first train which will also carry his British boss Edward Quested and teenaged daughter Amelia Quested.

 So far so good except that there has been one too many singara and jilipi consumed. The result, a “greyish-green sludge descending on her (Amelia’s) white dress” unloaded by Tarini’s tormented stomach sends his family’s history down “one low, tight parabolic trajectory.” That fateful day, when Tarini Chatterjee’s body turned “inside out like a jackfruit after it has been scooped out and the innards left to dry,” signaled the end of the rise of the Chatterjee family by unleashing a series of events that turned his wife Shabitri Chatterjee into a living statue and confined her to her bed without even the ability to move her eyelids, thereby snapping his son Abani Chatterjee’s life into two and propelling him ultimately towards a magical pretend world.

 “The Bioscope Man” is a tragic tale. But Hazra’s language and imagery are so vibrant that they are, to take a phrase from the book itself, Hazra’s “booming voice spreading like just burst pollen.” And so often, they are not mere phrases and word clusters used as catchments for movement and colour, but full sentence long robust words that he unleashes like freshly foddered horses, with elegant ease!

 Towards the second half of The Bioscope Man when describing Abani’s feelings for his leading lady, when “a gramophone record skidded inside me (Abani),” Hazra makes sure the needle skids not once but four times to drive home the ferocity of his protagonist’s emotions: “She was at that time, the only object that could leave me exposed like a film reel left outside its canister, like a target running about on a ground with no cover and no choice but to dive into a dry deep well, like a liar whose lie has been caught, like a neck whose purpose can only be to be caressed or snapped.”

 In another situation Hazra literally uses the motion of mastication with words to depict the sloppy eating habit of a minor, but significant character: “And as he munched on his pastry and sipped on his coffee in the Tea Room, stalagmites and stalactites formed and dissolved in his big mouth as he chewed and breathed, chewed and breathed.”

 Then again, there are these delightful and visually arresting Hazra-isms – “Acting is not about pretending to be someone else. It’s about peeling the swathes of people wrapped around one’s body and exposing whichever person suits the occasion.” And, “Rumour that raspy-voiced bird with flapping wings…” And, “…popular praise the smoothest odourless poison that goes to one’s head.” – dotting The Bioscope Man’s landscape with chew worthy bite sized bits of literal treats that nevertheless deliver some pretty hard truths.

 Hazra should be read for his prose alone. But he also knows how to tell a meaty story with deft techniques. Hazra uses a cinematic device to weave Abani Chatterjee’s story with that of the stories of his (Abani’s) bioscopes and the heroes. He calls this device “interlude.” Hazra’s interludes slip in the shadow stories of the characters Abani assumes when he stars in the bioscopes without jarring the main narrative.

 The Bioscope Manis also, and more importantly, a story with manifold tragedies told at several levels. Hazra is lobbing not just the story of one Abani Chatterjee, bioscope star, but the early history of Bengali cinema as well at his readers. Through the mouth of his protagonist (mostly) Hazra laughs at us right across history, Bengal’s history through the pre and post independence years. Beginning with Shabitri Chatterjee’s lapse into paralysis, triggered by a comical fall, right through her still years and finally when she is discovered pretending to be a paralytic by her son, because she “didn’t want to give up the luxury of just existing and doing nothing” which one can well believe to be Bengal’s own condition. Many of the sentiments expressed by Abani Chatterjee – “that retard Girish Ghosh,” “the independence movement was a stagnant mosquito breeding pool that had formed when many gutters coalesced,” and “boom time for ‘freedom fighters’ who were criminals with ambition,” to mention just a few epithets and pure unadulterated sentiments that were so often expressed by first, second and sometimes third generation Bengalis after independence. Hazra does not spare even Gandhi, but here too, it is a typical Bengali mindset, stereotype, of the race.

 Coming back to the story line, a parabolic trajectory must necessarily have a high point before its descent. Thus, the protagonist of this heady slide show of a novel – Abani Chatterjee, who has inherited his mother’s talent for tricking reality, gets pushed into the new and exciting world of bioscopes in sync with Calcutta’s downfall as the Capital City of the Jewel in the Crown. Abani Chatterjee’s interest in the flickering world of bioscopes is first set alight by his maternal uncle Shombhunath Lahiri, who for all his passion, ultimately fails to make it in the world of cinema even after running away to Bombay; whereas an uncouth Marwari like Lalji Hemraj becomes a successful movie mogul, because, while he does not understand the art he does understand how to deliver to the masses, in other words “bioscopes that…make audiences come into picture palaces in hordes.” Lalji understands “that thin blue sliver that was the triumph of artistic degeneration – a repertoire that would always be accompanied by the message that sins were worthy of contempt and would always, without fail, lead to an end that was worse than death.” In effect, Lalji knows without knowing the term what a formula movie is, the way his effete Bengali movie making rivals do not. We believe Hazra, because that’s what has always happened in Bengal. And Abani Chatterjee is roped along, because Lalji sees in him an actor worth investing in.

 Abani’s fortunes grow, through the deaths of first his father, and then his mother (shortly after he sees through her pretense), through the growing into manhood of his two childhood friends Rona and Bikash alongside his own, and the political and social changes that sweep through India (and Bengal), until it is all brought down, and the trajectory (of Abani’s fortune) dips first in a sudden lurch which slowly and surely comes to rest at rock bottom level in a twisted tumble of fate, that recalls his father’s disgrace in a malicious recast of family history and that of the Questeds. Abani Chatterjee is cast out like a leper to the edge of the world, his future in tatters. From then onwards begins a life of seclusion and Haig’s Dimple Whiskey in his home attended to by the loyal and aging Abala. Opportunity comes knocking on his doors, once after five lost years, only to vanish down a manhole. Opportunity knocks twice and for awhile it seems that it will all work, but Abani tries to grasp it in his own hands and make it obey his commands like a trained dog. Opportunity slips out of his hand again, when the impostor Lang ships out to Europe and the movie he was supposed to have made with Abani Chatterjee in the lead never sees the light of day. So, Abani remains there in his crumbling house, “unsurrounded, unentertained, unnamed all these years” until two letters reach him, one of which is from a young commercial artist with DJ Keymer who claims to be an admirer** and the other from a person who had been writing the biography of Sabu, The Elephant Boy. We know who the young commercial artist is/was; but Abani Chatterjee still wallowing in the dust heap where the trajectory of his fate has flung him, has no kind God that pities him, and he offers up his story in a long letter to the other!

 The Bioscope Man is a ragingly powerful story, even so I am afraid.

 I am afraid that Hazra whose meticulous research is a perfect foil for his prodigious talent has perhaps come into the Indian literary scene too late, by an accident of birth. We are no longer a nation enamoured by tales of failure; angst does not appeal unless it is wrapped around politically viable issues. What’s worse, literature that offers swift licks of quasi intellectual pleasures is more likely to get noticed outside the country, besides which the people and their lives and times so truly depicted in this novel are just too far away, buried too deep in the quiet world of silent movies to stir the imagination of today’s twittering masses. 

 *The Book Review  is a crisply published tabloid sized magazine devoted to books and book reviews, with many luminaries on its editorial board. The journal has been published continuously for the past thirty two years.

 Subscriptions to The Book Review can be made online through Scholars without Borders (http://www.scholarswithoutborders.in). The books reviewed in this issue  may be purchased online through Scholars without Borders, enquire at: mail@scholarsithoutborders.in. 

 ** Satyajit Ray worked as a commercial artist at DJ Keymer before commencing on his iconic film directorial career.

The Curb Dwellers

June 13, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

This one is a dialogue. Yep, that’s right a dialogue that tells a story, could be your story!

 ;)

The Curb Dwellers is up in the June issue of The Verb

The Verb is a magazine for writers, but seriously you don’t have to be a writer to enjoy it!

:)

Beneath the Shade of Coconut Trees

June 11, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Beneath the Shade of Coconut Trees

a little story from the  state of Orissa in India

is up at

Everyday Fiction

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Monkeys

June 10, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Almost all the writers that I have read, who had or have children, were inspired at some point in their careers if not all the time, by their children -  their words, antics, schools, playgrounds, friends, hobbies, in short the world of children through their own. It’s impossible not to get influenced. And I am no different.

When they were babies, my children inspired songs and poems and even little stories in me. Watching them grow and listening to their conversation triggered images in my mind which in turn lead to more poetry and prose, not necessarily for children. Even today,  entering their world, their environment triggers words and rhythms, images and sounds that have to be put down on either paper or the computer screen, whichever is handy at the moment.

Once my daughter, then aged around eight,  walked in when I was listening to “Rapture of the Deep” (one of my favourite songs by one of my fave bands!). She looked at the title of the track , waited for the song to be over and then said, “when sailors feel hypnotised deep in the ocean and don’t want to come up again, that’s rapture of the deep.”

“Yea?” I said without much interest.

“Yea. Deep down and too much of nitrogen or something in their heads does it,” she explained.

Her face had that singular expression children get when they are deep inside the vision/s conjured up by words, either their own or someone else’s, that have just been uttered.  And I suddenly saw what she was seeing, the meaning of the word in various shades of blue deep within the ocean. My poem Rapture of the Deepwas shortly born and found a home in A Little Poetry thereafter.  That’s one example. It’s not a children’s poem per se, but definitely “safe” for children to read! :)

A couple of years ago, when my daughter joined her brother at school, she complained to me over phone about the monkeys. My son had always been telling me about “them monkeys with hair styles” almost from the very first day of his joining. So every time we went to see him and subsequently both, I watched the monkeys. They indeed had different hair styles and attitudes as well.  The first few lines of a poem (this one is a real children’s poem!) began to buzz around in my head. And then when I heard my daughter speak in her still baby voice on the phone (”Mamma, there’s a monkey without a tail in the school, and he’s the leader, and he’s very ferocious, and he bullies us to give up our buns at tea time, and then the other monkeys also copy him!”) , the poem was truly clinched in my head!

Soon after I wrote it I sent it off to the Forward Press of UK (for their anthology of children’s poetry – Take a Peek…). They sent me an acceptance letter by post many months later. I assume it was published in their anthology, because I asked a fellow poet who lives in London to check it out, and he said that he had seen my name in the  anthology. At £16  per copy, the anthology was too steep for me to buy from India, so I had to request my overseas friend to see if my poem was there!

I also shared the poem with my children’s teachers and to my surprise they published it in the 150th year anniversary issue of the school magazine! It’s a privately published and circulated, hard cover coffee table book sized volume, with a glossy jacket. I am probably the only mom there among all the children and their creative writing offerings!  :P

THE LAWRENCIAN MONKEYS

(For the residents of The Lawrence School, Lovedale)

 

The Lawrencian monkeys have the latest of hair styles

Oh yes! The Lawrencian monkeys are way too cool

The Lawrencian monkeys are intellectual guys

Though the sight of ripe bananas can make them drool

 

Their tails swinging from shingled roofs

These monkeys slide into classrooms full of scholars

Picking up pens by the handfuls as proofs

Of their talent for jobs requiring starched white collars

 

So woe to the boy or girl who perchance

Laughs at the monkeys’ cerebral abilities

They might as well be banished to France

Than face what could be the worst of calamities

 

For the Lawrencian monkeys won’t tolerate

Clowns, buffoons, dullards and duffers

They follow strict laws on their simian estates

And act swiftly against all and sundry trespassers 

 

Recycling is an art, these monkeys have mastered

They duck into the school bins with practiced ease

Their limbs get busy and their faces get plastered

But they’ll pose alright, if you come and say: “Cheese!”

 

The school’s large dining hall is another place where

These simian wardens of etiquette regularly patrol

Forget the students; even the teachers aren’t ever spared

When they come out chomping on a half eaten dinner roll

 

So the students of The Lawrence School, it is rumoured

In their quest to keep these monkeys always good humoured

Collect nearly all the buns that they get for their evening tea

And, offer them up to the apes with a respectful: “Hail to Thee!”

The monkeys then descend with heartwarming panache and charm

They eat the buns and trash the cups; that’s all. The rest are unharmed.

 

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After they’d read it the teachers of The Lawrence School told me that my poem could do with another stanza, because, (and this is simply weird!) the monkeys migrate away from the school the very day the students break for vacations and they return exactly on the dot on the very day the students return! Even before the first student batch reaches the school, the monkeys are there, waiting. How they can tell before hand is a mystery, unsolved for 150 years! Incidentally the school’s seven hundred acres also boasts wild boar and the occasional leopard! The spoor of the latter have been seen, though the beast has not. And once a boy riding his horsewas stopped right in his tracks because a leopard crashed out of the bushes chasing a boar – but this could be a school (student) legend! The Madhumalai forest starts at a point where portion of the school’s boundary ends, so leopards could come in I suppose! Yes, I confess, The Lawrence  School does inspire me; a story or play is prowling in my head about a leopard now! Heh! :D

The Door Knocks

June 3, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Sometime in 2007 – 08 I wrote a piece for a contest run by The Verb Magazine entitledThe Door Knocks.”  The piece won a commendation and an excerpt (the part relevant to the contest) was published in  an ensuing issue of The Verb. Now that I am also submitting to Every Day Fiction’s Blog, I thought I’d send this one there as a memoir piece. Gay Degani liked it; read it there and see if you agree! 

Speaking of Gay, she has her own blog : http://wordsinplace.blogspot.com/. She is also one of the editors  incharge of submissions at Every Day Fiction.

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Rangoli

June 3, 2009 by Rumjhum Biswas

Rangoli is an online magazine, brought out by Kala Kahani, a Charmwood Arts Project funded by Arts Council East Midlands. Raakhee Modha is the editor and the project manager is Rebecca Abrahams. Honestly, it’s a beautifully produced magazine, do check out their second edition which is just out.

This Second Edition of Rangoli  has one of my poems - After the Passing Away of Father(that is my original title, but in the magazine there is a ‘my’ before ‘father’). This poem was written several months after the actual passing away, my mother was perhaps a year older than what I am today. In their time they married much earlier, in fact father was around fifty three when he succumbed to stroke. I had just started working as a copy writer and every morning when I left for work and every night when I returned the unspoken and unexpressed things I saw in my mother’s face wrenched this poem out of me. I never shared it with her; both of us would have been embarrassed. I didn’t share it with any other family member either, since this was about Ma from me alone. The irony is that I received the acceptance letter from Rangoli’s editor – Raakhee Modha - some days after Ma herself was gone from me forever. (Incidentally my story “Mother’s Garden” which though not about Ma at all, but nonetheless stemmed from my image of her in her garden, also was accepted around the same time, more or less). I had never sent this poem out before, always thinking it was too personal, though I did read it out once or twice at poetry meets. The time, around mid 2008 when I did send it to Raakhee, I was reasonably at ease. It fills me up with a certain strangeness that just when I thought I could show it to Ma, (”look Ma here’ s a poem I wrote for you, see here in this magazine!” ) destiny decreed otherwise. During her life, Ma, though she never knew it, was the subject of many poems… 

This issue of Rangoli also carries two poems by a poet whose works I have admired for many years, long before I actually got to know him (on line!) – Dr. Amitav Mitra. If you scroll back you’ll find my review of “Tonight, An Anthology of World Love Poetry” edited by him. The two poems are from his famous “Gwalior Poems”. I read them again just now with renewed pleasure.

This second edition of Rangoli took its time to arrive, but the wait was worth it, I must say! It comes in  a PDF format, and you just might want to take a personal print out, because it’s so bright and colourful. I don’t know whether that is allowed though. Anyway do click on the link and read it. Indian art and culture is vibrant abroad.